SCHOOL................
alright, so here it is....should I drop Diffy equations? Or not...and kill myself trying to get thru it?
Thing is...I'm failing O_O and its already been half the semester, my teacher is kinda crappy, but he curves!, but if i wanted to get a C I would seriously have to kill myself to do it. I'm talking sacrifising (sorry, I can't spell..its late) other school work to do it. Which would suck ass bc I'm borderline B in Stats and low A in C++ so I have to keep and improve on those grades already.
And if I drop, I would be wasting about $1000 of my parent's money :/ which I feel bad about, but I AM FAILLLING.
I donno, I donno...I haven't brought it up with my father yet, but my mom says its better to drop then get an F. which I totally agree with!
I would say just keep working, and see...but that is NOT going to work- cuz I have FIVE sections to catch up on before the end of break, so if I do that (and kill myself) and then end up dropping- I would hate myself...and be dead for nothing.
Or if I'm going to push thru it-- I would have had to start killing myself last Monday....gahhhH!
I just want the stress to go away!!!
Which is telling me to drop....but then I would have to retake it of course...and that would screw up my school plans a bit...like even staying one more semester O_o fuck no. Maybe I should pull an Elizabeth and change my major to psych. heh!
FUckfuuuucKFUCK!
I guess I'll see after I talk with my.....dad...*cringes*
Thing is...I'm failing O_O and its already been half the semester, my teacher is kinda crappy, but he curves!, but if i wanted to get a C I would seriously have to kill myself to do it. I'm talking sacrifising (sorry, I can't spell..its late) other school work to do it. Which would suck ass bc I'm borderline B in Stats and low A in C++ so I have to keep and improve on those grades already.
And if I drop, I would be wasting about $1000 of my parent's money :/ which I feel bad about, but I AM FAILLLING.
I donno, I donno...I haven't brought it up with my father yet, but my mom says its better to drop then get an F. which I totally agree with!
I would say just keep working, and see...but that is NOT going to work- cuz I have FIVE sections to catch up on before the end of break, so if I do that (and kill myself) and then end up dropping- I would hate myself...and be dead for nothing.
Or if I'm going to push thru it-- I would have had to start killing myself last Monday....gahhhH!
I just want the stress to go away!!!
Which is telling me to drop....but then I would have to retake it of course...and that would screw up my school plans a bit...like even staying one more semester O_o fuck no. Maybe I should pull an Elizabeth and change my major to psych. heh!
FUckfuuuucKFUCK!
I guess I'll see after I talk with my.....dad...*cringes*