bored :-/
hello children....
im bored as hell so i thought i would update this piece of crap journal thingy.w/e.well, today was cool.i woke up at like 8:45 and went to track and then after track i went to the weightlifting meet cuz it was i hte gym at creek so me n ashley mayfield went there and i saw sam higbee..god i havent seen that girl in forever..i miss her sooo much i want her to come back to creek next year.we used to hang out alot..i remember the firt time she went mudding with me n matt and she like hit her head on the o shit bar..i felt bad but o well..it was funny. then we almost got stuck and me n sam had to get out and stuff..it was funny..man, we had some good times..me her n lana..god shit was great back then. then in ms."filtons"(her name was ms.fitton but we called her ms.filton just to piss her off) class..lol.we would always steal shit out of her fridge and we would never get caught and then one time lana took frosting for a cake from the cabinet and she stole sprinkles and shit...god those were the good ol' days!well, anways, ya..sam was benching and the refs called her cuz they said her butt moved and her feet moved..and if any of u know about weightlifting, then u know that u cant do that or they will not count ur lift as a good one.and that was her 3rd. attempt and u only get 3 attempts, and they were qualifying fro state and the thing is, she didnt even move her ass or her foot i was watchin her the whole time and the head ref. was like, what the hell r u callin her on..so he didnt think it was right but i was pissed cuz she could have gone on to state if they didnt make those bad calls..thats fucked up. so sam was crying fro like an hour and i felt reeeally bad for her and so i went and sat down next to her and talked to her and told her that she didnt come al lthis way to quit cuz she ahs been training her ass off for this and just cuz the ref. made a bad call and all this other shit, doesnt mean she is gunna quit and stuff like that.and so she finally stopped being a hardass, and did her clean & jerk and then i left and me n ashley nad my brother went to lonestar for lunch..my brother paid!..suprising..i had the best steak in my life!but then i got dropped off at katie leedys house and hubng out there with her until like 8 and hten i just got home a little while ago and it was fun there.she was talkin about how her ex-bf always used to yell at her and stuff and she said fuck like 5 times.she screamed it, and her mom came in and was like, KATIE!UR GRANDPARENTS ARE HERE!and she was like, oops..lol it was awesome.and then i fed her dog this like, gel sugar stuff and it got on her nose.and then i put her dog in the freezer and then her mom stepped in its shit like an hour later..and me n katie are goin ridin with her horse tomorrow!!yay!!she has like the prettiest horse ever!his name is hagen..kinda like the dip"copenHAGEN"haha..not funny.lol.well, for the record..i am officially pissed at megan.she always tells em shes gunna call me and she always makes these plans with me and shit and i fuckin hate it because she naver keeps her plans and when she breks them, she doesnt even have the decency to call me and tell me we cant hang out or w/e.god, that shit pisses me off..i fuckin hate it! just wait till next time she wants to hang out..im gunna tell her to go fuck splintered wood cuz im officially fucking DONE with her shit. i would never ever ever even think about doing that to any of my so called "friends"cuz thats obviously what she thinks of me as is one of her so called friends..ya..right..im just one of those dumbasses that thinks they have a friend cuz thats just what that person leads them to believe. when really, they are 2-faced backstabbing little fuckin bitches...whatever!im done with friends..i finally know what my mom was saying all these years when she said friends come and go..and i never believed her..i should have..they're so over--rated..everything that is supposedly "good" in htis world is like that...now i know who my real friends are and i only have about 2 of em.oh well..i hate people.well, not all people just the liars, and cheaters and backstabbers and 2-faced little skank ass sluts likeSOME people.well, im done getting pissed off about shit thats never gunna change and i just gotta live with.
ill update in a few days
-jess-
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