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wow so i haven't updated in a really long time (since May 16th)...i remember when i first got this thing i would update 3 or 4 times a day...now i guess i feel like i really don't have anything important to say that is worth taking the time to write down or worth your time reading it (assuming that there is actually people that read what i write in this thing)...so a lot of things have happened since i last updated...finals/end of school, recital, SATs, ACTs, Q&F workshop, and some pretty bad things as well...this summer i've decided that space is a good thing between some of the people i hang out with...i mean obviously i am still going to go out and have fun, but with people that i don't normally get a chance to hang out with...i think it will be good (especially in light of recent events) that i just step back from my life...i think that's what i need right now...i need this time to figure out everything...i'm tired of how my life is and how i've treated people and how they have treated me...i think working at the Delray playhouse and the performing arts camp at st. lukes this summer will help with everything...i feel like i need an escape from reality, just for a little while...i have to be able to start my senior year comfortable with myself and in good relationships with everyone and this seems logical to me...i've done enough damage already, i don't want to cause more...blah this sounds so vague and boring, i'm sorry for all of you that took the time to read a pointless entry...