thinking
to read some stuff i felt like talking about
i decided that i much prefered being a sophomore and junior to being a senior. at least some aspects of it. the main reason is because when i was an underclassmen the upperclassmen were just so damn awesome and i had so much respect for them and they were just good people. but now that i'm at the top of the school, who am i supposed to respect? all the underclassmen are just like i remember being like when i was a freshmen. in fact i saw this girl who dressed exactly like i did when i was a freshmen and she walked past this guy in the hall and after she did she made this huge yelp of excitement and i've got to say it was so damn cute it reminded me of myself as a freshmen.
but then again being a senior is pretty sweet cause i gotta say i feel like the shit walking down the halls and seeing all these little kids self concious and confused about themselves.
i really like ap gov. koepping is fucking brilliant. it's such a wonderful class. just sitting and listening to this genius tell you the most interesting things that aren't dumbed down like in every other class. but he expands on ideas. he says the world is a complicated place, and he's not gonna make it simple. i'm so excited for college. i can't wait till every class is as interesting as that. i'm just so sick of the "K-12" way of teaching...just dumb busy work shit like making posters and i dunno. i much prefer listening to lectures of brilliant professors who are so incredibly passionate about what they teach. no more throw away classes like health (which i actually do my math homework in so it works nicely). mrs. branum is basically a goat i decided. or maybe she just has a goat's brain for a brain.
i really really really want to go climb a mountain. i want to go be in the wilderness and soak it up and think about how everything just fucking is and that's all. i guess if i could do anything i'd want to achieve enlightenment and truly just fucking understand everything. i definetely want to major in philosophy because what the fuck. what is better than sitting and just thinking....why? and there is so much shit to think about. it almost seems sometimes like there's not enough time to think about everything. or learning about things too. there's just so much i wanna know about. like dinosaurs? what the fuck are up with dinosaurs? or how everything in the world is so random yet everything works perfectly together for no reason.
it's too much to think about.
i decided that i much prefered being a sophomore and junior to being a senior. at least some aspects of it. the main reason is because when i was an underclassmen the upperclassmen were just so damn awesome and i had so much respect for them and they were just good people. but now that i'm at the top of the school, who am i supposed to respect? all the underclassmen are just like i remember being like when i was a freshmen. in fact i saw this girl who dressed exactly like i did when i was a freshmen and she walked past this guy in the hall and after she did she made this huge yelp of excitement and i've got to say it was so damn cute it reminded me of myself as a freshmen.
but then again being a senior is pretty sweet cause i gotta say i feel like the shit walking down the halls and seeing all these little kids self concious and confused about themselves.
i really like ap gov. koepping is fucking brilliant. it's such a wonderful class. just sitting and listening to this genius tell you the most interesting things that aren't dumbed down like in every other class. but he expands on ideas. he says the world is a complicated place, and he's not gonna make it simple. i'm so excited for college. i can't wait till every class is as interesting as that. i'm just so sick of the "K-12" way of teaching...just dumb busy work shit like making posters and i dunno. i much prefer listening to lectures of brilliant professors who are so incredibly passionate about what they teach. no more throw away classes like health (which i actually do my math homework in so it works nicely). mrs. branum is basically a goat i decided. or maybe she just has a goat's brain for a brain.
i really really really want to go climb a mountain. i want to go be in the wilderness and soak it up and think about how everything just fucking is and that's all. i guess if i could do anything i'd want to achieve enlightenment and truly just fucking understand everything. i definetely want to major in philosophy because what the fuck. what is better than sitting and just thinking....why? and there is so much shit to think about. it almost seems sometimes like there's not enough time to think about everything. or learning about things too. there's just so much i wanna know about. like dinosaurs? what the fuck are up with dinosaurs? or how everything in the world is so random yet everything works perfectly together for no reason.
it's too much to think about.