A New Year...A New Start

[gimpy123]

First off, I wanna wish everyone a Happy 2006...its hard to believe that its a new year already...Time sure does fly. Some can say that 2005 was a great year while others can say that it sucked. Me on the other hand favors neither side..the year did have its great moments but it had very rough spots too. I look back on the year now and realize that most of my actions were extremely stupid and unthought out but on the other hand some were wonderful. Mistakes were made, 2nd 3rd 4th and 5th chances were given, frienships were fixed, new friendships were made, lessons were learned, and overall i realized a lot of things about me that i never knew were there before. Ive learned to live for the moment and not worry about much of anything...just live each day to the fullest and never take for granted the relationships and memories you have because you never know when things will end. Life is much to short to worry about things...thanks for helping me understand that mark. But mark is not the only one who has gotten me through the rough times this past year. Steve and janelle have also been there no mattter what..steve especially. No matter what hell ive put him through either when we were dating or once we broke up or whatever he never failed to be there for me...even when it killed him. Thats what makes him special to me...cuz i know hell always be there. No one else can see what i see in him but frankly i dont care anymore...If im happy then why cant everyone else be happy for me...especially my own family. I understand them trying to protect me from being hurt and whatnot but seriously people its my life and all im asking of you is be happy for me and act like civilized adults around a certain person that you dont like...Is that so hard? Im sick of people arguing and fighting and one of my new years resolutions this year is to try rekindle lost friendships and make things right with a certain special person. I dont feel the need to explain my reasoning for the things that i plan on doing this year beyond the fact that 2006 is the start of brand new change for me. Im gonna start this year off on the right foot and as steve would say "The slate is being wiped clean and im starting over" Soo thanks to everyone who helped make 2005 great and to those of you who made it not so great..I dont need you! A nEw YeAr...A nEw StArT!

There's gotta be something more
Gotta be more than this
I need a little less hard time
I need a little more bliss
I'm gonna take my chances
Taking a chance I might
Find what I'm looking for
There's gotta be something more...

...Some believe in destiny, and some believe in fate
I believe that happiness is something we create
You best believe that I'm not gonna wait
'Cause there's gotta be something more