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So ya im sick of everyone getting into my business, Let me tell you the story. Well I've been becoming quite fond of mark lately and i like him a lot but what matters is that I'm with steve and I LOVE him. I guess this means nothing to anyone because they all think that Im a horrible person for flirting with mark...Keep in mind tho that me and mark are as close as close can be...I mean were practically brother and sister. As much as I'd like to, I could never date mark...1) because it could ruin the awesome friendship that me and him have now, 2) hes steves best friend, and 3)it could and probly would ruin me and steves relationship. I could never hurt steve like that...its just not right. Why cant people understand that being flirtatious is a big part of my personality. What went on between me and mark was nothing more than harmless flirting...nothing bad happened whatsoever, but not like it ever would as long as steves in the picture. Mark and I would never allow that to happen because that would make me a shitty girlfriend and mark a shitty friend. Steves been soo great to both of us and helped us through so much that he doesnt deserve to hurt. I guess certain people from work think that me and mark are crazy and that flirting makes me look like a big hoe. They also pretty much said that they were gonna tell steve everything. How thats their business or their place i honestly dont know. Why cant people just butt out and let me handle things my way. Ugh...whatever. I talked to mark about this and i think he may have feelings for me too but like i said nothing will ever happen between us, and if anything ever does it definitely wont be in the near future. I've been dating steve for almost 10 months now and thats way to long of a time to just drop him and move on...NO WAY NOT HAPPENING.
Ok but anyway onto other news. People are starting to annoy me. I guess ive changed soo much but really i havent. Ive always liked to party and flirt but maybe people didnt notice that. Im not mad but its just annoying because im always the one whos changed..no one else just me. Whatever tho i guess this isnt that big of a deal. I know how to have fun and thats what matters to me. And just for the record i dont drink alot and i dont do drugs. Ok thats all.
I guess this is all I have to say for now tho. I apologize to anyone that may have taken offense to this but its just something that needed to be let out...had I left it in i probly would have been miserable.
Goodnight all
Ok but anyway onto other news. People are starting to annoy me. I guess ive changed soo much but really i havent. Ive always liked to party and flirt but maybe people didnt notice that. Im not mad but its just annoying because im always the one whos changed..no one else just me. Whatever tho i guess this isnt that big of a deal. I know how to have fun and thats what matters to me. And just for the record i dont drink alot and i dont do drugs. Ok thats all.
I guess this is all I have to say for now tho. I apologize to anyone that may have taken offense to this but its just something that needed to be let out...had I left it in i probly would have been miserable.
Goodnight all