A Recap
well its been awhile but honestly nothing has really happened besides me always working. I think the whole working all the time thing and being soo worried about the money was finally getting to me and soo therefore i snapped big time. Since then tho im working on relaxing and not caring soo much..the money issue really doesnt bother me anymore either. Walda in general hasnt been bad at all really...the people i work with are the greatest most hilarious people i know and i hope to be friends with them for a long time. Im in the process of getting sn's and the such soo i can keep in touch with them while im away at IUP. I <3 them. Hmm what else. Me and steve were at our outs yet again a few days ago..we came soo close to breaking up it wasnt even funny. I mean he actually told me that he was calling it quits and that it was over. In a way im kinda really glad that he did say that because it knocked some sense into me and made me realize what a great guy i was losing. We talked it over tho and things are better now, which is awesome. Im working on the whole being open thing with him and i guess its working...im trying really hard because i really do want to be able to tell him everything just like it used to be but for some reason its gotten harder to do that...we will get through this tho i know we will. Weve decided to not see each other as much because we came to the conclusion that that was what was causing alot of the problems. We were seriously seeing each other everyday at work and almost every night after work...it just got to be to much. Anyway enough of that. Ive been helping mark work through alot of things lately too and im glad that i could be there for him when he needed someone to vent to...hes like my big brother. I think i gave him some pretty good advice yesterday too and i really hope it helped him. Hopefully he will cheer up some and RELAX a lot (haha the big letters were for you mark) Anyway its off to work to put in another 9 hour day...oh what fun. CoMe ViSiT mE, yOu KnOw YoU wAnT tO!!!!!