i thought winning was supposed to feel good...
too bad it really doesnt. It feels like shit. I feel like all the wrong people voted for me and all the people that i did want to support me didnt...they supported the better candidate and now they are dissapointed that i won. Caralyn should've won. end of story. for a minute before they announced the winner i just sat there and forgot about how much i wanted to be an officer and while i stood there holding caro's hand, i prayed that it would be her name they would announce. I didnt want to see her upset...god this sux. Maybe she can be a joint treasurer with me!Im going to talk to john jay about that, because i know that she would bring a lot to the delegation...i hate feeling like this, but it just feels like the wrong person won. it feels like nobody really wants me to be an officer.