Take a look at me now
I am the greatest coward. Im glad to see that things are looking up for everyone, although i felt like i was gonna throw up as i was reading live journals. My stomach hurts and I can't move. All i can think about is what my father said was my life mission...yea perfect, a life full of pain. I feel like when all this shit happened a week ago, i lost so many people but now i realize that that wasnt what was bothering me. I lost a piece of me too. Just kick me. Look at me, its all shining through now, everything that i have been hiding my whole life. go ahead point and laugh. This is the most you'll ever see. Its hard to keep it in anymore. I think i used up my whole supply. now what am i gonna do??? god, im gonna lose everything.