so umm...

[gimpsuperstar]

according to someone i love very much, im cynical, a pessimist and when people come to me for help I'm too much of a realist. I know that i shouldnt be hurt by that but i feel like he just smashed my heart with a sack of bricks. When people come to me for advice and for help i always try to be an optimist, try to help them see the light in things

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[katxpop]

you have really brought me up these past couple of days. and not just these days, but those days when we would have our "serious" talks in rueby's class, i felt like we were always on the same level. and i really like that about us.

i remember, back in like 6th grade when you showed me the pics i drew of myself. and i couldn't believe you remembered that we were penpals. how crazy is that? i also remember being on the same soccer team as you, and thinking you were this bitch, but then you were cool and that's how we started hanging out.

i also remember when i wanted to beat you up. how funny was that? i also remember when we went camping. i also realize how we don't talk at all anymore. yeah, the occasional Hi!, but nothing more than that. why is that so? i don't think it should be. i really mean it this time [not that when i've said this before, that i didn't mean it, but this time i will take some action] we need to do lunch or something. just me and you. catch up on things, cos from what i remember. i loved hanging out with you, and we need to do it again, whether you like it or not.

and when you say this person said you "brutally honest" in my words, i don't think you're half as bad as someone else you and i both know. it's good to be a realistic, and add that spec of optimism in there, but wouldn't the person rather know the truth of what feels? i actually just had this conversation with someone today. why lie about something today, when the truth will come out later? it will just hurt more then. even if it IS just your opinion.

anyway, i've written way too much, but let me know what you think. oh, and let me know if marc still wants me to do his hair. i can prolly do it on sat or fri.

love ya lots babe, and thank you for everything!
xoxo
kat

p.s. that was really sick of reuby to say today. someone really needs to report him cos i've heard some stories....

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[gimpsuperstar]

yea reuby is out of hand...anyway i agree with you on everything you said, i miss you kat, i had so much fun when we went to that show together...i want to do that more often.