Jun 22, 2005 01:13
Installs was today. Surprisingly, I didn't cry. =X Don't get me wrong though...I'm going to miss this year's seniors A LOT (to the max! =P). It feels so weird knowing we're going to be seniors next year. Really weird. No one's gonna be older. No older person to get advice from during passing periods. It's just, I don't know...exciting...but also...frightening.
I'm really happy with our top 4 this semester! Yesss. It's going to rock, I just know it. haha. Christine and I both got our same jobs that we love again! Woot woot. =]
I'll update with pictures later. Very tired and very lazy.
These past couple days have been LEO LEO LEO...and it's really been great. =] On Monday I checked my SAT scores in the morning before SPUs...and I dropped 90 points. 90 points! I was suppose to improve, not drop. I just felt so...I don't know. It just seemed like I wouldn't be able to make any improvements with a drop like that. I was so freaking disappointed in myself and before Christine came to pick me up I was on the verge of busting one of those tear-jerking "oh no i am the stupidest person ever" type of things. But once it was time to go, I wiped that shit away and just ran off...like everything was over. I think the good thing about being out with LEO and all your friends and stuff is that it really is like a "seperate family" where you can just let loose and forget about all the emotions that are going on throughout your mind. Hmmm...perhaps that's why we feel so attached to LEO and everyone in it.
But anyway, I'm really excited for what everyone has ahead of them. The seniors will be experiencing a new housing, learning, and social environment while us juniors will be able to experience college apps, disappointments, acceptances, activities, leaving high school, and etc etc. The sophomores will experience their most academically stressful year. It's really freaky how everything is happening so fast. So very very fast. I kinda like it.