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lauren can't read so I'm going to new paltz tomorrow. <3
This is my last public post. Let me explain why:
I am not afraid of letting whoever may see this know exactly how I feel about everything because I'd tell them it anyway. However, I don't want to be responsible for how people may take what I say. Therefore, if you read this and want to continue, please add me as a friend and leave a comment here and I'll do the same. I want to make it private, however, in case this gets in the wrong hands, people take what I say the wrong way, or if, on the off chance, I become famous one day- I'm getting past the age where I can just say I'm a crazy teenager, don't mind what I say.
With that explained....
it feels weird that I honestly have no homework to do. Usually I sit here doing exactly what I'm doing now, but on my shoulders there's this feeling going oh goodness, I have homework I know I have homework, this is foolish. But now I really don't.
AND I learned my lesson. Today is the last day I have to learn something I don't want to learn. From now on I will learn anything and everything, as long as I'm interested. **no more stats**
I'll only take classes I want to take, I won't be bullied into doing things I don't want to do... nay, I have grown somewhat and can now do what I want without feeling pinned down. I've learned how to balance being my age and still dealing with adults. For example, I don't feel chained to SLCT anymore. It is sad that it was sort of ruined for me, but even with that aside, I can do what I need to without sacrifcing myself too much. Same with my job. I realized that the more time I have to myself, the better job I do when I have work to do.
And therefore, lesson learned, hard bit of life over, and I would say time to start enjoying it but i've already enjoyed every step along the way. Even the sucky ones.
This is my last public post. Let me explain why:
I am not afraid of letting whoever may see this know exactly how I feel about everything because I'd tell them it anyway. However, I don't want to be responsible for how people may take what I say. Therefore, if you read this and want to continue, please add me as a friend and leave a comment here and I'll do the same. I want to make it private, however, in case this gets in the wrong hands, people take what I say the wrong way, or if, on the off chance, I become famous one day- I'm getting past the age where I can just say I'm a crazy teenager, don't mind what I say.
With that explained....
it feels weird that I honestly have no homework to do. Usually I sit here doing exactly what I'm doing now, but on my shoulders there's this feeling going oh goodness, I have homework I know I have homework, this is foolish. But now I really don't.
AND I learned my lesson. Today is the last day I have to learn something I don't want to learn. From now on I will learn anything and everything, as long as I'm interested. **no more stats**
I'll only take classes I want to take, I won't be bullied into doing things I don't want to do... nay, I have grown somewhat and can now do what I want without feeling pinned down. I've learned how to balance being my age and still dealing with adults. For example, I don't feel chained to SLCT anymore. It is sad that it was sort of ruined for me, but even with that aside, I can do what I need to without sacrifcing myself too much. Same with my job. I realized that the more time I have to myself, the better job I do when I have work to do.
And therefore, lesson learned, hard bit of life over, and I would say time to start enjoying it but i've already enjoyed every step along the way. Even the sucky ones.