i <3 apple juice.
According to my director I am married to my weapon. Damn straight, we are going on our honeymoon tonight.
My nails are in crappy shape and I wish I had time to go home and fix them. When my nails are messy I get frazzled.
I am so tired... I actually do have a point but thanks to my near sleepwalking state I can barely get it out.
I realized last night that I have no friends left in Pearl River, save like 3 people, and those 3 people are mad busy. Not that I'm not but I wish there was a day we could all get together and enjoy living rather than the stupid work/school/work/rehearsal/school schedule that we are forced to have. *save the rehearsal part. that's just me*
I want to go home and fix my nails so badly. I need sleep.
I miss playing. I want to buy guitar hero. I think I’ll ask for it for Christmas. I haven’t asked for a present for Christmas since 9th gradeish…
I just feel like this is the last step. I’m finally getting better from my horrid NP experience. I just want to chill again. I’m done trying to be an adult. I’m sick of stressing over crap that really in the long run does not matter. I finally have a hold on loads of the stuff I didn't before, but now I'm tired and I don't want to play this game anymore. I want to chill so badly. I hate how I actually get dressed most days now. What happened to that lovely carefree girl who wore pjs everyday and ran her record company with pride and had a creative eye? I'm so dull lately.
I need sleep. I want guitar hero.
I'm addicted to south park.
My nails are in crappy shape and I wish I had time to go home and fix them. When my nails are messy I get frazzled.
I am so tired... I actually do have a point but thanks to my near sleepwalking state I can barely get it out.
I realized last night that I have no friends left in Pearl River, save like 3 people, and those 3 people are mad busy. Not that I'm not but I wish there was a day we could all get together and enjoy living rather than the stupid work/school/work/rehearsal/school schedule that we are forced to have. *save the rehearsal part. that's just me*
I want to go home and fix my nails so badly. I need sleep.
I miss playing. I want to buy guitar hero. I think I’ll ask for it for Christmas. I haven’t asked for a present for Christmas since 9th gradeish…
I just feel like this is the last step. I’m finally getting better from my horrid NP experience. I just want to chill again. I’m done trying to be an adult. I’m sick of stressing over crap that really in the long run does not matter. I finally have a hold on loads of the stuff I didn't before, but now I'm tired and I don't want to play this game anymore. I want to chill so badly. I hate how I actually get dressed most days now. What happened to that lovely carefree girl who wore pjs everyday and ran her record company with pride and had a creative eye? I'm so dull lately.
I need sleep. I want guitar hero.
I'm addicted to south park.