Video 11; Mass Text 02 || A Song In My Heart
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[The video clicks on to show Shiki looking rather disgruntled. It seems like she has been trying her best not to yell or at least throw the Dreamberry in frustration. Oh, there's a reason why she's pissed. She takes a big breath, opening her mouth to speak when something else comes out of her mouth.]
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[The video clicks on to show Shiki looking rather disgruntled. It seems like she has been trying her best not to yell or at least throw the Dreamberry in frustration. Oh, there's a reason why she's pissed. She takes a big breath, opening her mouth to speak when something else comes out of her mouth.]
H--
♪ Hello, hello, baby, you ( Read more... )
That sucks... How long do you think it'll last?
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hopefully it doesn't last a week. i can't talk to customers like this! (*´Д`)
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oh, i run a boutique here. i guess you forgot about that too, huh? (*´ο`*)=3
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Uh, anything else I should know while we're at it?
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[the lack of smiley faces would show what she was about to tell him is very serious]
... yes. I'm not sure if you're ready to hear it.
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Switching to video on you Shiki so you can see his serious face]
Whatever is it, you can say it to me if you want to. We're still partners.
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'Partners, huh?'
She clears her throat, and then her song begins.]
♪ This is the place where I sit,
this is the part where I love you too much.
Is this as hard as it gets?
'Cause I'm getting tired of pretending I'm tough. ♪
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♪ I'm here if you want me, I'm yours, you can hold me.
I'm empty and aching and tumbling and breaking.
'Cause you don't see me,
and you don't need me.
And you don't love me,
The way I wish you would,
The way I know you could... ♪
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♪ I dream a world where you'd understand,
But I dream a million sleepless nights.
But I dream a fire when you're touching my hand,
But it twists into smoke when I turn on the lights.
I'm speechless and faded, it's too complicated.
Is this how the book ends, nothing but good friends? ♪
[She sings the chorus again, this time her voice sounds like it was about to break. A finger reaches up to quickly wipe away the tear that was forming at the corner of her eye.]
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this is the place where I'm falling apart.
[she couldn't help chuckle at that]
[Ehem.] Isn't this just where we met?
And is this the last chance that I'll ever get?
I wish I was lonely, instead of just only,
[tears start to flow freely from her eyes at this point. she didn't care anymore.]
Crystal and see-through, and not enough to you... ♪
[Shiki attempts to repeat the chorus but her throat started to tighten, her breath came in short gasps. She let out a sob, quickly switching to text once more. She can't let Neku see her like this.]
I'm sorry, Neku. I'm so sorry. I can't...
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Shiki...
[And then she turns off the video and goes back to text. He doesn't do the same though as he reads it]
It's fine, I'll talk to you later if you want. Or when you stop singing.
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... I'll see you later, alright? [Because wow, he really needs time to think this whole thing through]
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[After sending the message, she practically throws the Dreamberry to the floor. Shiki was on her bed when this conversation took place. She finally let herself cry out loud, lying down on the bed and curling up into a ball, burying her face into her pillow. So much for everything going back to the way it was like she wanted.]
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