he said he wouldn't kiss me...he promised...
title has nothing to do with entry...or does it?
so since august 24th until now...and actually still going...my life has been a deck of cards, and someone wanted to play 52 pick-up... im still slowly gathering the cards back, getting ready to shuffle and lay down my hand. which i have never felt was ever going to be this good.
that was the longest analogy i have ever written.
so...my relationship with marcus quickly fell apart, and we broke up. mainly because i am too young to be in this serious of a relationship. and he is dependant on me...that's just veryvery unhealthy...
then, the next day, i signed a lease with three of my co-workers and gave a 500 dollar check which promptly bounced...leading to the rent check of 355 bouncing two days later. if i can avoid my landlady, who is also a regular a peet's, my place of work, for another seven days, i will beable to actually pay her both...one has been taken care of. so...did i mention my landlady is also the mother of that bitch brianna who i actually wrote another entry about? yeah...exciting...
now i live in a four bedroom condo with three girls and less than a smoke away from work.
i am incredibly broke.
and this is the first night ive been sober in a few weeks.
there was also this slight...uh...my pants got ripped off of me at a party. it was amazing.
so everyone call me, lets hang out. do things, im pretty free right now...minus the always partying with my great and amazing co-workers/friends...and then working six days out of a week.
if you know marcus and do like him, give him a call. hang out with him. he thinks he doesnt have any friends and really needs support right..i might have broken his soul...
so since august 24th until now...and actually still going...my life has been a deck of cards, and someone wanted to play 52 pick-up... im still slowly gathering the cards back, getting ready to shuffle and lay down my hand. which i have never felt was ever going to be this good.
that was the longest analogy i have ever written.
so...my relationship with marcus quickly fell apart, and we broke up. mainly because i am too young to be in this serious of a relationship. and he is dependant on me...that's just veryvery unhealthy...
then, the next day, i signed a lease with three of my co-workers and gave a 500 dollar check which promptly bounced...leading to the rent check of 355 bouncing two days later. if i can avoid my landlady, who is also a regular a peet's, my place of work, for another seven days, i will beable to actually pay her both...one has been taken care of. so...did i mention my landlady is also the mother of that bitch brianna who i actually wrote another entry about? yeah...exciting...
now i live in a four bedroom condo with three girls and less than a smoke away from work.
i am incredibly broke.
and this is the first night ive been sober in a few weeks.
there was also this slight...uh...my pants got ripped off of me at a party. it was amazing.
so everyone call me, lets hang out. do things, im pretty free right now...minus the always partying with my great and amazing co-workers/friends...and then working six days out of a week.
if you know marcus and do like him, give him a call. hang out with him. he thinks he doesnt have any friends and really needs support right..i might have broken his soul...