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I'm so lost
I'm barely here
I wish I could explain myself
But words escape me
It's too late
To save me
You're too late
You're too late
hey hmm wuts been going on wit me lately.. thursday i had practice for cheerleading..oh yea im flying for every stunt in competition now cuz another girl quit so im next in line lol its gunna be extremely nerve wrecking..
umm i decided im going to try out for the school musical .. tryouts were last tuesday.. but i decided not to do it.. but they opened another day to audition so im gunna try out woo. but just to be in the chorus cuz i dont have time for nething else..friday we went to cheer at hoffman for the girls.. n we won of course cuz shs is so awesome.it was weird seeing sum of the ppl i went to jr high with.. n knowning they r watching me so i didnt want to do bad. i flew too. :0 n today it was a home game against hoffman for boys n we won again! today i based cuz there werent enuff bases n too many flyers..n none of the mounts fell woo. im like a mutipurpose cheerleader.. fly, base, and tumbling lol. today i did a roundoff flip flip, flip flop n my skirt was all the way up by the time i was done lmao. jv girls, varisty girls, jv boys, n varsity boys all won. another point of why hoffman sucks n schaumburg rocks. speaking of people at hoffman who suck.. me n mickey aren't currently speaking..if he would just apologize for ditching me...but oh well he doesnt realize he ditched me or did nething wrong.. but hey wut r ya gunna do guyz are dumbasses.
goals of 2005:
1.)get a roundoff flipflop back on my own
2.)get good grades
3.)be myself
4.)try my best at flying
5.)improve singing
6.)be more confident
the postal service makes me want to dance :) i am in love with music it makes me so happy. ha
admit it.. your friends are more important than me. i wish ud take sum time out n spend it with me.. like i take time for u.
I love and hate you
At the same time
I need you don’t need you
Is that such a crime
I wouldn’t walk down the road
To say goodbye
I couldn’t give you up
To some other girl
I wouldn’t do anything
That you asked me to
But you know
That it’s true
I still love you
I want you to help me
To make up my mind
I need you to hear me at least
Some of the time