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She said no. She said she's still in love with her ex, and that it wouldn't be fair. She said she wouldn't hold it against me, and wants to get to know me better, but only as a friend. Why do I keep meeting and liking girls like this? There's always a major complication. Am I a fool for being friends with every girl who's ever dumped me or shot me down? I told myself that it would be better to be shot down sooner than later, but who am I kidding? I know very well that I'll probably still have feelings for her six months, maybe even a year or two from now. That's just how I am. It's pretty pathetic. I've been posting about these problems for so long now. When I was 16 and still in high school, it was easy to just move on, but now, as I approach 21, I feel more longing, since I've never really had a solid relationship with anyone, and I feel even worse when everyone around me is getting married.