[six]
Well, Kyoko-chan it's just me and you now! So you know what that means... HEY LET'S HAVE A PARTY! Housewarming or whatever! Just another excuse to eat MORE CAKE. ♥
Wah, it's kinda quiet today and I'm pretty bored. I guess there are chores I can do, but you shouldn't do today what you can put off 'till tomorrow.. or something like that! I guess I could go pick up a book or something so I can learn to cook other stuff too, even though the last time I tried to cook for myself I started a fire. :(
Oh, I'll grab a fire extinguisher, too. Hahaha. :D;
Bah - I don't wanna! I wanna play! Someone wanna come over and play with me?
Don't get me wrong, I'm more than psyched that Nicol is feeling better and is back with Athrun and Cagalli or whoever. He was really worrying me, being so sad... for a while I was feeling a little skeptical about how he'd turnaround from this, so I'm glad those worries can be put to rest!
But, I can't really help but be a little concerned over him... talking to that Kira guy? Okay, I mean, I know Nicol is all-forgiving and I know that it happened during the war and all, but... Call me biased, call me crazy, hell - call me old fashioned but it makes my head spin and it makes my stomach turn. If I ever ran into the guy who killed me, no matter who it was, I would never be able to forgive them. Ever.. and for Nicol to even go as far as to continue a friendship with... I mean, not only the guy who killed him, but someone from the EAF? I don't understand. There's so much stuff I don't understand anymore. I'll respect Nicol's decision, because he knows what's best for him, I just couldn't fathom doing the same myself. I just worry about him.. I don't ever wanna see him as heartbroken as he was when I came to him two weeks ago.
.... That guy killed Miguel. I could never... Ugh.
Everything is so confusing now. My closest friends are buddying up with the guy who apparently killed my best friend and then Nicol... I guess he's friends with Athrun? I'm sure everyone's got a good reason for doing what they're doing, I just.. gotta understand what that is. We've split in two it seems and I'm not exactly sure where I'm supposed to go. My training tells me to follow Commander Rau. I guess I'll do that. I am still a ZAFT redcoat, so... that's what I'll do. It won't keep me from worrying, but it'll be something to keep me occupied until I get a grip on what's going on. If that ever happens...
I wish I was still on the beach. Yeesh. This sort of conflict is not my style. :/
Wah, it's kinda quiet today and I'm pretty bored. I guess there are chores I can do, but you shouldn't do today what you can put off 'till tomorrow.. or something like that! I guess I could go pick up a book or something so I can learn to cook other stuff too, even though the last time I tried to cook for myself I started a fire. :(
Oh, I'll grab a fire extinguisher, too. Hahaha. :D;
Bah - I don't wanna! I wanna play! Someone wanna come over and play with me?
Don't get me wrong, I'm more than psyched that Nicol is feeling better and is back with Athrun and Cagalli or whoever. He was really worrying me, being so sad... for a while I was feeling a little skeptical about how he'd turnaround from this, so I'm glad those worries can be put to rest!
But, I can't really help but be a little concerned over him... talking to that Kira guy? Okay, I mean, I know Nicol is all-forgiving and I know that it happened during the war and all, but... Call me biased, call me crazy, hell - call me old fashioned but it makes my head spin and it makes my stomach turn. If I ever ran into the guy who killed me, no matter who it was, I would never be able to forgive them. Ever.. and for Nicol to even go as far as to continue a friendship with... I mean, not only the guy who killed him, but someone from the EAF? I don't understand. There's so much stuff I don't understand anymore. I'll respect Nicol's decision, because he knows what's best for him, I just couldn't fathom doing the same myself. I just worry about him.. I don't ever wanna see him as heartbroken as he was when I came to him two weeks ago.
.... That guy killed Miguel. I could never... Ugh.
Everything is so confusing now. My closest friends are buddying up with the guy who apparently killed my best friend and then Nicol... I guess he's friends with Athrun? I'm sure everyone's got a good reason for doing what they're doing, I just.. gotta understand what that is. We've split in two it seems and I'm not exactly sure where I'm supposed to go. My training tells me to follow Commander Rau. I guess I'll do that. I am still a ZAFT redcoat, so... that's what I'll do. It won't keep me from worrying, but it'll be something to keep me occupied until I get a grip on what's going on. If that ever happens...
I wish I was still on the beach. Yeesh. This sort of conflict is not my style. :/