Feb 25, 2005 23:16
Well i've been neglecting to write cause i havent been sure of what to say. My life hasn't been to eventful since i have no job so i dont do as much as i use to. Last week was my most eventful week startin on wensday night. I was over at lorianyas drinkin with her and alicia. Well alicia ended up drinkin to much so we had to take her to the er. While we were there she said that shes cared more for me than any other guy and i belive this cuase most people i know tell the truth when they are intoxicated. Well me and alicia went to see her family on thursday and stayed the night due to weather conditions and cause i wanted to. Friday night we got into a huge fight because she wnated to leave and i didnt. WE ended up leavin when i was ready and we ended up at lorianyas. WEll i was kind of fed up with bein with alicia so i went home early. Saturday i went to pick her uip cause she had to go talk to robert. WEll an hour after i dropped her off she calls me and was like robert packed my stuff and put it in the garage can you come get me. So i did. We ended up at lorianyas later then me lorianya alicia and co co went up to white cloud for a couple hours then came back to lorianyas for the night. I ended up leavin again this time though after havin a few drinks because i didnt wanna put up with listenin to lorianya co co and alicia have sex. Saturday i got the biug hit again from alicia sayin that she just wants to be my friend end of story. Well yesterday i was on my way to pick a friend up and alicia calls me and was like u comin over. I told her no because i wasnt feelin well and didnt wanna get lorianya any sicker than she was. She began to beg me to come over so i siad i would after i dropped kandi off. Me and kandi ended up goin over there cause kandi wanted to see lorianya. i ended up mettin another one of alicias xbfs. He was pretty nice and cool. Then i end up findin out that co co is goin after alicia when he specificly knows i still love her. Hes supose ot be my friend and he does that not the best thing to do. I know he did it cause of what i did to him but still he should be the mature one and let it slide. I just hate how things go sometimes. It seems like god must have intended on me bein alone cause the girls i care about dont like me and my friends dont have much time for me cause they have their other lives. Well i gotta og peace out