Mar 01, 2007 18:52
ills 'n' stuff.
über stressed and all.
eyes on the prize.
moving so soon...
I shouldn't be leaving Tracey for a week, if it's not doing too well either..
2 days, I can hardly wait.
I'd like to say I'm not sick, but I'm not well..
2 finals and 2 midterms are finished.
2 projects, I am working on them right now as we speak..
Molecular calculations up the wazoo.
ZOOOOO...oooo..
I need to sleep.
More than anything else.
And I was half-asleep, and hallucinated a panic... maybe the fever's fault, but I never want to feel the world explode.
Precious time.
I don't..
I don't want..
I don't want to lose..
I dont' want to lose out..
I don't want to lose my mind...
...but you know as well as I do...
"We're ALL mad here."
I think... it is possible to be invincible.
Believe me.
Just you wait.
I'm not letting go I'm not giving in I'm not going there I'm not falling out I'm not giving up I'm not going down I'm not going down I'm not gonna lose It's raining outside and I can hear it fall It's raining outside and there's a floodwatch on the coast, It's so warm outside and I'm staying in side because its drier and covered in computer bytes I want I want I want I want to shine... be wrapped in warmth because its better than studying all the time with my brain drizzling out my ears due to the boiling low pressure under my skull... give me alll of things too good too good too good I'm taking it all if I'm lucky and I believe I am lucky as long as I don't give up let go fall down get drenched I'm gonna live yes love yes alive alive and invincible and keeping my hopes up. Hope's up.