SHIT!!!
I am nervous as hell, I am trying to get this really awesome job and i gotta pass the special screening today. i haven't smoked in 27 days so i should be fine, but some people have made me worried that i won't pass. I was told to take a masking agent, but i don't want to because it costs money and i feel like that would be worse than just getting caught with a little pot in my pee... haha, i never thought i would say something like that let alone type it. I'll tell you what, after not smoking for about a month, i much quicker on my feet, i can whoop spider solitaire... which by the way, is what i am making that judgment on. seriously though i feel like my brain is moving much faster. I am kinda enjoying this renewed brain power. I have called off smoking. don't get me wrong, I am not saying that i wouldn't ever do it again because you never know but i don't see myself getting back into it while I am out here in seattle, I just don't feel comfortable with it. I have even slowed down on the drinking. I feel like i have more riding on my ability to think clearly right now. Man, how things change so fast. well i need to get some sleep. peace.