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[gilygilgilbert]

i love him i love him i love him- we danced last night it was very cute and we had a cute talk haha he called me his star she texted him and it scares me- i mean i know he would never do that to me but it is so hard to get it out of my mind-i don't like her and i dont have a reason- she didn't really do anything but i can't help it she was a big part of something bad- i am going to try and like her ... starting now..... haha.. ok ne ways i want me and colleen to play.. we never play she plays with all her work buddies cuz she is around them all the time.. but i want us to go skinny dipping again and i want us to run naked in the rain and i want us to go on these silly adventures- we really don't have that much time- i am paranoid things will change.. i don't want to leave him for college it is so far away but it also seems so close...i don't think i can go long without seeing him- me and my mom are doing really good now we have not fought in a while and she is so happy so i am exctied-- ok well i am out
*burnett*