Sep 04, 2004 22:25
crappy day. stef came over and helped clean out the garage. then we got into this argument because she didn't think i was romantic enough for her, then i almost threw out a letter she gave me, because it was stacked with some folders and i didn't see it.after that she insisted that we talk bout how she doesn't think i'm romantic because i don't act the way the guys in the movies do. then we ate at her house and was planning to go to the beach to watch the waves. the thing is i have to wake up 6 30 every morning, and last night i didn't come home till 2 30. tonight i figuered i def didn't need to stay up till midnight because i need those hours i'm always missing. then she gets really pissed, goes on saying i'm an asshole and i promised (which i didn't at all i told her i wasn't even sure if i wanted to) and kicked me out the car without a kiss or goodnight. i think this is prolly the first time i put myself in top priority instead of her and she blows up on me. am i just a bad bf?
well actually i just talked with her and we made up and i'm not sad and shes not sad and were ok. i love you so much baby i'm sorry if i dissapointed you and i'm sorry if i was being a prick on a stick.