icky.
i feel so blah. like i know this is mundo annoying to hear from me.. but it smy livejournal.. and if u choose to read it.. ull deal.
well for starters i have done sum dumb things.. i have gotten some okay grades.. reuben fell facefirst close-eyed off the bleachers.. and doc is becoming an anus.
and on top of all of this.. gil is grounded. liek until further notice, and i have this feeling in me where like i cud care less about ne thing... mainly bc i do a lot of good things jsut so i can see him on the days im granted, and yea. so i have basiaclly nothing to work for.. aside for myself.. and my grades.. but i mean even at home i feel icky and blah and even like tlakin on the fone doesnt reach par.
w.e i have music. and band practice sunday. and hopfully another friday night like my saturday night last weekend.( read an entry ahead)... yea
w.e tho.
i love gil, so much. and i dont know what im doing writing this.. mainly bc absolutely no one cares.
well for starters i have done sum dumb things.. i have gotten some okay grades.. reuben fell facefirst close-eyed off the bleachers.. and doc is becoming an anus.
and on top of all of this.. gil is grounded. liek until further notice, and i have this feeling in me where like i cud care less about ne thing... mainly bc i do a lot of good things jsut so i can see him on the days im granted, and yea. so i have basiaclly nothing to work for.. aside for myself.. and my grades.. but i mean even at home i feel icky and blah and even like tlakin on the fone doesnt reach par.
w.e i have music. and band practice sunday. and hopfully another friday night like my saturday night last weekend.( read an entry ahead)... yea
w.e tho.
i love gil, so much. and i dont know what im doing writing this.. mainly bc absolutely no one cares.