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u no wut i love? i love my life. im beginning to believe that the only pp; who really care to be around me is gil and my family. seriosuly my friends dont ever bother to call when they all go out n do stuff. ok so yea saturdays im usually with gil, but does it hurt to call? i mean is there something terribly rong about me that i haent come to figure out. i mean yesterday a lot of my friends went out liek in morning and had fun, they prolly even passed my hosue on the way out, but no one ever bothers to ask if im free ne more. n they give me the: isnt gils day saturday bullshit. im sorry maybe its becuz i wanna have a close group of friends, and i feel they can care less to be around me. this rly blows, i mean im jsut goint o stop caring, it snot liek it matters. after hs i dunno how many ppl ill keep in touch with. i mean seriosuly i coudl care less abotu being invited to tacky parties n shit, but jsut to know my friends think about me once in a while would be nice. and if i try tot alk abotu this to them, they jsut say sat: is gils day, and yes it has become gils day 9 usually) but seriosuly think abotu this for one second: does it hurt to call or IM me and ask if im free. i mean would i break your heart if i said: im seeing gil so im busy. seriously. no one cares.