very sad.
gil is leaving tmrw nite-= hes gonna b gone for liek 18 days- ni no if u think bout it- thats not extremely long, but u have noo idfea.. it is.. i remember iw asaway for like 6 days n it felt liek a month. at least. well ye anot much i can do but try not to think bout it, n do the the best i can for myself such as: catch up with friends i havent spent as much time with as i shud, re-do my new room ( im excited for that!), i gues jsut make sure everyghing is up to date.. skool n shit u no the whole deal..
well yea i jsut started cryinga second ago- i cant help it
i saw gil today for liek 1 hr n a half... but it seemed liek 15 min.. it just like flew by- i hope the time he is away goes by thaqt fast.. well yea i am happy for him tho- i hope he has a lot of un, n gets a lot sleep.. i love him with all my heart.. n ill give him everything i have to offer,, im jsut gonna fucking miss him- dso for every1 else in advanca: if im a bitch these nxt few days.. forgiv eme.. im proly nto gonna b very happy.. or maybe jsut not as enthused to do ne thing.
yea so i love you gil. and ill miss you. ill think about u liek 24/7 and i promise, nothing is gonna happen to me- ill b fine. i love you.
19 more days! woot.. lol
"are you afraid of being ALONE? cuz i am. im lost without you.... are you afraid of leaving tonight. cuz i am. im lost without you...."
well yea i jsut started cryinga second ago- i cant help it
i saw gil today for liek 1 hr n a half... but it seemed liek 15 min.. it just like flew by- i hope the time he is away goes by thaqt fast.. well yea i am happy for him tho- i hope he has a lot of un, n gets a lot sleep.. i love him with all my heart.. n ill give him everything i have to offer,, im jsut gonna fucking miss him- dso for every1 else in advanca: if im a bitch these nxt few days.. forgiv eme.. im proly nto gonna b very happy.. or maybe jsut not as enthused to do ne thing.
yea so i love you gil. and ill miss you. ill think about u liek 24/7 and i promise, nothing is gonna happen to me- ill b fine. i love you.
19 more days! woot.. lol
"are you afraid of being ALONE? cuz i am. im lost without you.... are you afraid of leaving tonight. cuz i am. im lost without you...."