Summer time
Well this summer has been the most amazing, funnest, and exciting summer ever, but along with those great qualties, come some bad ones...its been a little on the offside. Yet i won't focus on those things because its not worth letting it ruin the great summer ive been having.
Loves of the summer
1)I've never felt so comfortable with my physcal and emotional self - there have been sometimes in my life when i would never say or do certin things because i didnt feel comfortable doing them...yet now i'm not letting that hold me back.
2)I get to start dancing again...i danced alot during the school year but now i get to dance during the summer, plus its lyrcal and thats just the perfect dance for me.
3)Even tho my sister and I relationship had a down part to it...it got better, now i feel closer to her more then ever and shes become more of my best friend then ever. And everyday we become more alike but in our own differences. Shes also become a better person then who shes was before, even tho she had to cutt off in her lifee.
4)I've spent more and more time with the some of the greatest people in the world. They have shown me the greatest compassion they could ever offer. It seems like the summer it may just be us three but its the greatest trio ever. and everyday my respect and love can only grow for them, even in our differences
5)It may just be the three of us this summer, i've still gotten to know other people better this summer, people who i have always known and hang out with sometimes but now this summer has gotten me closer to them- and i love it
6) I've expanded my taste in movies and music - By the way i say pirates of the carribean and it was amazing! i highly recommend for everyone that enjoyed the first one to see the second one.
7) Im becomming more and more fit for my personal likeing and just in the past week i already feel healthier already
8) My relationship with my parents have grown stronger - my mom explains more of what she wants and she dosnt want to do or attend anymore - My dad is learning to respect other choices and has gotten closer to me and other family members.
9) I could say alot more about this summer but i could go on and on and im sure everyone who has already taken their time to read what ive written is sick of it- my point is- because i've made changes to make me happer and relize more of what i want in life- i have changes and i want people to respect that. I have had such a postive outlook on this summer, even through some of the bad points (there listed below). Don't get me wrong, every summer has given me the best memories and i wont ever forget them but this is the first summer i feel more content, clam and i see more amazing things happen to me because i explain why i've choosen the life i want to led right now. Ever since i was in high school i've always wondered and always become sadden by some of the things i was afriad to do...now im not. Who knows, things could change for me again and i could be different person but the memories of who i was, wont ever let go. I think differently on some aspects thats for sure but many qaulties and aspects of what i believe hasnt really changed...its hard to explain. But all i can say is...i love this summer so far and everyone whose given the greatest support.
Dislikes of the summer
1)I became ill in the start of july- i ignored of what it could have done to me, and let it happen.
Yet i got back on my feet and im not gonna let the ruin my summer
2) i missed camp- i was alreading missing the first two days because of work but now i missed the whole thing because of the interesting night on sunday
3) I lost one of my close friends- even tho she was changing for the worst - i tired to respect her choices of drugs, chain smoking and the pattern of bad habits that led her to lose some of her close friends. I can only hope and wish for the best of her because shes really needs it, more then ever - yet for all i know she could be happy making the choices she made, and i understand that everyone changes - i know i did, for reasons that made me happy and content with my life - Like my own brother said "everyday, people change- for the better or the worst"
4)Like i sadi, im looking more on the postive things then the bad soo...i cant really think of anything right now. lol