Just a little pissed...
Okay, I'm a lot pissed. One thing, I can't talk about without making an "eyes only" post, and I don't feel like doing that. Let's just say that someone really hurt my feelings, but now I'm done being hurt, and am now just really pissed off. 
The other thing I can talk about, and will...but only a bit, because I just really don't feel like being expansive.
My parents are having another dinner for my sister and her boyfriend. Looks like this is going to be a monthly thing. How can they NOT see this as favoritism? They say they never compare me to my sister...is this not proof that they do? What will really seal the deal is if, when I'm all moved out, they don't even TRY to do the same thing for me. Then I will know...
Goddamn parents...and...other people...ugh, I just want to go hit something right now...scream, beat something up...I don't know...I just have a LOT of rage in me right now...and I don't know how to get rid of it...and, well...I'm hurt.
Ugh, I'd rather be pissed than hurt, being hurt sucks. Must...stay...pissed...
The other thing I can talk about, and will...but only a bit, because I just really don't feel like being expansive.
My parents are having another dinner for my sister and her boyfriend. Looks like this is going to be a monthly thing. How can they NOT see this as favoritism? They say they never compare me to my sister...is this not proof that they do? What will really seal the deal is if, when I'm all moved out, they don't even TRY to do the same thing for me. Then I will know...
Goddamn parents...and...other people...ugh, I just want to go hit something right now...scream, beat something up...I don't know...I just have a LOT of rage in me right now...and I don't know how to get rid of it...and, well...I'm hurt.
Ugh, I'd rather be pissed than hurt, being hurt sucks. Must...stay...pissed...