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AAAAAAAAUUUUUUUUUUUUUGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Time for major venting of frustration and tears. Today was the longest day ever and i have practically nothing to show for all of my hard work.
I have this course. With this evil prof that i had last year. He is an incredibly hard teacher and is a firm believer in not giving us all of the relevant information before giving us assignments and projects that are quite difficult. And when the subject is computer programming, this is a disaster when it comes to me.
I hate programming. So much. I was under the impression that my university program, IMD was going to be a lot of 3D animation because that is how they advertised it. But no. It is all programming. I have learned almost ten bloody languages! And I don't want to do anything even slightly involving programming later in life. NO WAY!
So I absolutely hate my program and almost all of my classes because I feel like I am wasting my time, money, energy, health and sanity. I was in tears probably 75% of today because of this stupid assignment. I don't even know where to begin. So I reread all of my notes from class. I took notes on my notes from class. And I still haven't started the assignment because i don't know how. I literally don't know how.
I feel sick to my stomach whenever I think about this class. Physically sick to my stomach and all I want to do is be alone, curl up in a ball and sob.
AAAAAAAAAAUUUUUUUUUUGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!! Anywyas, sorry for those who actually read this. I just needed to vent all of my anger somewhere and this seemed the best place.
Time for major venting of frustration and tears. Today was the longest day ever and i have practically nothing to show for all of my hard work.
I have this course. With this evil prof that i had last year. He is an incredibly hard teacher and is a firm believer in not giving us all of the relevant information before giving us assignments and projects that are quite difficult. And when the subject is computer programming, this is a disaster when it comes to me.
I hate programming. So much. I was under the impression that my university program, IMD was going to be a lot of 3D animation because that is how they advertised it. But no. It is all programming. I have learned almost ten bloody languages! And I don't want to do anything even slightly involving programming later in life. NO WAY!
So I absolutely hate my program and almost all of my classes because I feel like I am wasting my time, money, energy, health and sanity. I was in tears probably 75% of today because of this stupid assignment. I don't even know where to begin. So I reread all of my notes from class. I took notes on my notes from class. And I still haven't started the assignment because i don't know how. I literally don't know how.
I feel sick to my stomach whenever I think about this class. Physically sick to my stomach and all I want to do is be alone, curl up in a ball and sob.
AAAAAAAAAAUUUUUUUUUUGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!! Anywyas, sorry for those who actually read this. I just needed to vent all of my anger somewhere and this seemed the best place.