don't wake me up if you have nothing to say
This is why I made the decision long ago not to let people get so close but of course I broke that promise to myself which leaves me where I am now. When I add up all of the good times and happy memories, it doesn't seem worth it now when it results in feeling like this. I guess I'm just having a hard time comprehending the million things I keep thinking about but most of all I don't understand why I haven't heard anything. I must be extremely gullible or just stupid to have ever believed anything. I don't think my phone will ring but if it does I will probably pick up...
lesson semi-learned
"I want to be cold. And I want it to snow so bad. I hope your flames don't grow. I want to be buried in snow. I hope your flames don't grow. Never, you'll never know. What a huge thing I had to offer."