It's really funny how things happen... Turn IT OFF!
Okay its just one of those nights that last into the wee hours of the morning...............im just tossing and turning , i cant sleep a wink .......not one lil wink........this is lame . Well this is not the first time This has happened to me , I suffer from insomnia! lol i dunno , I actually just have a lot on my mind . It's just stupid that i cant get sleep becuase these stupid ideas and scenarios yada yada yada ... well they keep running through my mind. I sometimes wish i could just stop thinking and turn my brain off. Yeah that would be nice! but I cant so in the meantime Im gonna lay here wondering ..."What if?" ..and.."WHY?" ... its stupid really. I really need to stop letting stuff like this overwhelm my thoughts feelings , and damn girly emotions. I wonder if its easier to be a guy! And no bitches im not PMSing!( that was just an outburst i apologize) Well I think i will lay back down and simply WAIT. Just wait... i'll wait until my thoughts go to rest. I think Im gonna be waiting for a Long Long Time??? I hope not!