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Burning Question of the day, how do you stop the windscreen of the car from steaming up? It just bugged me all the way home! Bad combination, 4 hours sleep, beautiful views and a steamed up window, i nearly died a few times, the road is such a forgiving place. SO! I did it, i ended my story!
Seth and i stayed up till 6am in pretty mashed states discussing what has happened, why it happened, and how we're moving on. I feel pretty at ease now. I made my decision and executed it. DONE. Felt accomplished. Can't quite believe it after 3 years of companionship. Best to end nicely though, We're both pleased.
So there we go. We got woken up by Carys making a fry up at 8.30am and as much as i didnt want to get up and have some, after half an hour of smelling it my guts felt like they were consuming themselves, so i had a bit and then went back to sleep until i got a hair ruffle and a 'See you at Beautiful Days' from Seth. He's gone! Gone to Croatia! ...... a tribute to what i lost, taken by chocolatpourmoi Really love this picture
Last nights BBQ was pretty fun, ate far too much, didn't get very drunk as a result. Found some really weird kinda lines of blood skin thingy this morning, you know like when you have a love bite? Lines of that under my arms. Was getting really worried for a while, just couldnt think, thought i was dieing of meningitis, then remembered that Dan had been picking me up underneath the arms and lifting me up with straight arms! Was such a cool feeling actually, like being a kid again! Still, no idea why being picked up like that brought blood to the surface! Hope they dont stay there forever.
Got an e-mail from Kate yesterday. She's having loads of fun and going to a beach festival and all that kinda travelling stuff. I miss her.
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