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The past three weeks have really been a crappy set! I was crushed when my boss laid me off because he isn't getting the business that he thought he was and couldn't afford to keep me on staff. Fucking SUCK! Just got a new car, just dealing with my dentist, just dumped the girl (twice!), and I though I was just starting to get into the groove of my job!
I'm trying to look on the bright side and be happy that I was only unemployed for a total of three days! He let me go the Tuesday after memorial day and that Friday I was back on the job. Fuck yeah for me!
Its a bank contract that I'd left six months ago and the project is still going on. Now I'm jut in that pay period slump that jacking up all my plans! They're paying real crap but I gotta have some work or I'll just start eating babies in despair. In my OCD need to remain positive about the crap that flies around our daily lives, I decided to pack up my shit and move to SF at the end of the year! It seems like the economy is just butt-fucked down here for I.T. all the guys in my department look like a bunch of emaciated dogs limping around.
I'm set to bounce out at the end of December so I changed my address to my darling Tara's place and changed location on Monster. I want to have some time to find a job an hopefully sock away some cash before I move.
San Francisco seems to think that I'm moving to slow though! Inside of two weeks I'm now trying to schedule a three interviews for this Friday! Two Desktop Support positions and one Development, all paying at the top end of my scale! Fuck, I haven't even gotten my first paycheck from THIS job, and I'm running pretty tight on the belt right now!
Just can't let fear influence my decision.
It seems like SF wants me up there even more than I want to move there! Hehhh! I'm in such a mix of emotions right now. I don't even know WHAT I should be feeling. Yeahh, happy that work is turning around! Uhhhg, sucky job draining the life out of me! Yeahh, no more crazy cutter bitch! Uhhg, I got no gf now! Yeahhh, got me a new car and told my conniving Uncle to go fuck himself! Ohh shit, my carpayment!
I'm trying to look on the bright side and be happy that I was only unemployed for a total of three days! He let me go the Tuesday after memorial day and that Friday I was back on the job. Fuck yeah for me!
Its a bank contract that I'd left six months ago and the project is still going on. Now I'm jut in that pay period slump that jacking up all my plans! They're paying real crap but I gotta have some work or I'll just start eating babies in despair. In my OCD need to remain positive about the crap that flies around our daily lives, I decided to pack up my shit and move to SF at the end of the year! It seems like the economy is just butt-fucked down here for I.T. all the guys in my department look like a bunch of emaciated dogs limping around.
I'm set to bounce out at the end of December so I changed my address to my darling Tara's place and changed location on Monster. I want to have some time to find a job an hopefully sock away some cash before I move.
San Francisco seems to think that I'm moving to slow though! Inside of two weeks I'm now trying to schedule a three interviews for this Friday! Two Desktop Support positions and one Development, all paying at the top end of my scale! Fuck, I haven't even gotten my first paycheck from THIS job, and I'm running pretty tight on the belt right now!
Just can't let fear influence my decision.
It seems like SF wants me up there even more than I want to move there! Hehhh! I'm in such a mix of emotions right now. I don't even know WHAT I should be feeling. Yeahh, happy that work is turning around! Uhhhg, sucky job draining the life out of me! Yeahh, no more crazy cutter bitch! Uhhg, I got no gf now! Yeahhh, got me a new car and told my conniving Uncle to go fuck himself! Ohh shit, my carpayment!