Oct 12, 2010 12:17
This still isn't where I want to be.
Freedom to act, without the desire to act.
Clenched desire, pretending fulfillment.
What cost, nobility? Why was the conscience engineered to take a toll against the basic selfishness of human programming?
I can't figure out what will work.
Am I supposed to take whatever I can get?
Isn't there something better?
The happiness I will know is one of achievement.
Staying put won't do anything, but how do I know what to do to get there?