THE GIRL and other sexuality stuff
So I'm going to keep bugging you about donating ( and telling your friends to donate etc) at the end of every post until I run (and for a couple of runs after since I will still be able to raise money for a month after I'm done) but there's the sexuality stuff that I need to get off my chest. And also there's a couple of other things but hopefully this will make my head clearer. She's bi, like I said, and now I'm wondering if she was hitting on me. After she once had to clarify she *wasn't* hitting on me. And that was before I found out she was bi. But you know I am wondering if I have fallen for her. Surely if I had I wouldn't be questioning it if I was really into her as much as I thought I am? Yes, yes I know people try to ignore that they're into people, that they don't want to be into, or those they think they shouldn't be into, but you know, there's very little in terms *sexual attraction* to her. I mean I'm getting there but......I haven't seen her in over week and yeah I'm not going to be working with her for another, or even longer. And I'm not hurting about it. Not to mention she's incredibly "me centric" Like I may be pissed, or in my head, because I'm trying to figure out what I'm feeling, but the fact that you immediately assume I'm snappish because *at you* even though you know damn well we're busy, is kinda...well "up yourself, TBQH". Like quit being so, oversensitive. Quit acting like we're *having a break-up*. Yes I know Starbucks' customers are arseholes but you were born in NJ and brought up here, and I need to be in my own little world sometimes. I just. Maybe I've fallen for her, maybe not (again it's been 3-4 months. That's all.) But I just. I don't know you guys how do you know when you are truely into someone. Like I said. PLEASE, PLEASE, DONATE!!!!!!! http://pages.teamintraining.org/nj/rnr13/rmosesdf9s#home