May 29, 2005 22:25
Gah. Every once in a while I get these random bouts of depression, where I feel like I'm completely useless, and that I won't ever be able to do anything with myself. I mean, I'm not smart. My brother is a lot smarter than me. I just try hard, and do okay. It sucks. And my parents are all about applying to 7-year medical programs and what not for me...I honestly don't think I'll be able to do it. I don't know. By tomorrow this feeling should wear off, but whatever. I am so not self-confident.
And please please please don't leave me comments saying "Oh, you're not stupid!", cuz this is one entry that's honestly not about sympathy. I just wanted to let this out. =/ Sry if I sound like a bitch.