What the fuck is wrong with me?
She is the most beautiful girl i have ever met and i have to be a fucking asshole to her. What the fuck is wrong with me? Sometimes I go to far with jokes and it pisses her off. I feel like i am the biggest asshole in the world i mean i pretty much fucked things up with brain and matt, who were like brothers to me, and I am now afraid of ruining my relationship with the girl who is on my mind 24/7, again. She stayed at christies tonight and i am supposed to pick her up tommarow morning. She is the coolest fucking chick in the world. I was sort of nervous of her staying over there because there are guys spending the night and... just put it this way im a jealous guy.