I miss him
Well i am having a conversation with matt right now and i told him i missed him which i really do and he said this back, "its cool that you say that all the time.....its cool that you say you'll call me and you dont, its cool that you say you'll come over and you dont, thats why i try to ignore you, because you've become a douche bag, sorry to put it in that context, but who cares"
i told him i understand, which i do, but a tear still came out. and then i asked him whey he doesnt hang out with brian any more and he said "because he never bothers to call me....he knew i was in an accident and didnt bother to call to see how i was or anything,i called everyone and tried hanging out with everyone....but they blew me off, so fuck 'em.during the summer i drove out there 2 or 3 times a week.....and made efforts to hang out with everyone....but now that i realize what they would turn into, i wish i could have that gas money back."
i miss Matt so much. I want my friend back. He was a brother to me. But i keep on blowing him off. I wonder if he still thinks of me. yes that sounds gay but i want him to be like a brother to me again.
i told him i understand, which i do, but a tear still came out. and then i asked him whey he doesnt hang out with brian any more and he said "because he never bothers to call me....he knew i was in an accident and didnt bother to call to see how i was or anything,i called everyone and tried hanging out with everyone....but they blew me off, so fuck 'em.during the summer i drove out there 2 or 3 times a week.....and made efforts to hang out with everyone....but now that i realize what they would turn into, i wish i could have that gas money back."
i miss Matt so much. I want my friend back. He was a brother to me. But i keep on blowing him off. I wonder if he still thinks of me. yes that sounds gay but i want him to be like a brother to me again.