dust bunnies

[gigilee]

i just typed and enrty and made it public ....

the i erased it
it was fake
it was planed
it was ment to show that i dont care
but also it was meant to hurt him and try to hurt him
which i dont know if i will
a part of me is desperately sad
but why?
this doesnt change anything
funny how things swap so quickly
i was probably the one he hated
and talked about