Dear the young you Tegoshi Yuya
As soon as I woke up from my sleep, I turned on my PC and type this down. This is probably just another dream I soon to forget but the feels was so good I don't want the dream to fade out of my memory.
I dreamt of meeting Tegoshi and Massu last night. Well actually it was them who came to my room, they get into my room through the window lol. Somehow I wasn't meeting the current TegoMasu, I get to meet with the young 20 21 years old TegoMasu. I am freaking happy despite it was just a dream, of course I knew it even during the dream.
Before they leave, I hug Tegoshi tight. And from the 26 years old me to the 20 years old Tegoshi, I whisper to his right ear.
"Tegoshi, please be happy. But then if your are sad and feel down, let it out. Cry. Don't bottle it up inside you by pretending to be strong. AND please take care of your self and your health. I love you."
Lol. I sound just like a mother. But that's true, that's exactly what I feel even in this real world. What makes me dream such a dream like that? Maybe because I honestly want to tell him that. Maybe because the inside me wanting the young Tegoshi to be prepared with all the incoming hardship he yet know to come. And maybe that's the only thing I can do to protect him because I love him so much.
