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i guuuueeeeessssssss it's about time i update. i really don't want to. once i update and recount memories of march break, that means i'll have to accept that it's [almost] over. well, that the good part is over anyways. blah. it seems that chelsea's got the full biography of our trip to cuba covered on her livejournal so i'm not going to bother. and im not going to go to great lengths to make sure im portraying the exact visual image and emotion because i know that no matter how long and hard i worked on it, it's one of those...had to be there things.
if it is indeed a catharsis that i had in cuba, it doesn't feel as life changing as i always imagined that it should. if not, then maybe there really is less meaning to this than i'm convincing myself there is.
on the last night, i wrote down a whole bunch of stuff on a whim using the maid's checklist sheet because there was no other paper. now it seems to have disappeared and i'm kind of nervous as to where it ended up. i remember writing something that i thought could apply to my english essay question and now it's, very typically, vanished into the unknown right when i need it.
on monday chels, kate, sarah, evan and i are supposed to go downtown but i feel like something happend to the twins. they went from being online any time i signed on to not being on at all.. and not picking up thier phone. and yes. it may sound like i've been blocked and screened but...back me up chelsea.. they aren't the type. but yeah. it should be nice and awkward with me and evan because that's what happens when you meet someone and see them 24-7 for a week and then dont see them at all for a week. but im hoping his hyperactive outbursts will save any awkward silences.
this song is screams 90's yet it was made in 2000... look at these lyrics
i really love, your hairdo yeah
im glad you like mine too
see we're lookin' pretty cool hahaha
it's the 'we're lookin' pretty cool' part that gets me. it's like my dad saying.. hip... just sounds off.
if it is indeed a catharsis that i had in cuba, it doesn't feel as life changing as i always imagined that it should. if not, then maybe there really is less meaning to this than i'm convincing myself there is.
on the last night, i wrote down a whole bunch of stuff on a whim using the maid's checklist sheet because there was no other paper. now it seems to have disappeared and i'm kind of nervous as to where it ended up. i remember writing something that i thought could apply to my english essay question and now it's, very typically, vanished into the unknown right when i need it.
on monday chels, kate, sarah, evan and i are supposed to go downtown but i feel like something happend to the twins. they went from being online any time i signed on to not being on at all.. and not picking up thier phone. and yes. it may sound like i've been blocked and screened but...back me up chelsea.. they aren't the type. but yeah. it should be nice and awkward with me and evan because that's what happens when you meet someone and see them 24-7 for a week and then dont see them at all for a week. but im hoping his hyperactive outbursts will save any awkward silences.
this song is screams 90's yet it was made in 2000... look at these lyrics
i really love, your hairdo yeah
im glad you like mine too
see we're lookin' pretty cool hahaha
it's the 'we're lookin' pretty cool' part that gets me. it's like my dad saying.. hip... just sounds off.