florida
The trip i just took was so bad. I never imagined that i would get treated the way i did. Not by him... he's supposed to be different. Supposed to be nice... no matter what happens to us.. and he's not. I don't think he knows how to be my friend... not after all that we have been through. I can't put myself through all the torture that i have beengoing through. I am so tired... im worn out... im falling apart. Trying so hard to just say watever.. it doesn't matter but no matter what i say ... everything about him and me matters... i can't just not talk to him anymore... and i cant just stop everything you know?