long time no write
Wow long time no write in this thing... ive missed it!!
so im gunna make a list caz so much has happened in a month-
1. animal suit drive- by's CD release party was a hit- def.
2.me and the girls had a hair dying party- wicked awesome- was good to see missy and erika!
3.me and renee drove home in a snow storm- agh
4. had a wicked sad day- but renee cheered me up... ordered out and she made my bed- haha
5. started new study habits- yay its about time!
6.went bowling and it was a little bit crazy... yikes.. had a laugh fit with mandy and the MMA boys! hehe
7.visited chrissie and allison in Boston- took tons of pics so much fun
8.passed a mid- term with a B-.... good thing too, or else id be in some trouble
9.Had a flip out with an ex- psycho fightttt...saw HItch- good movie
10.Spring break time- forgot my ticket to the taste of chaos at school- my god... had to buy a new one!! UGH BIG SNOW STORM PUT MAIL SYSTEM BEHIND... DAMN IT!
11. Had a long talk with nate.... sad.
12.TASTE OF CHAOS- saw lauren!, and met her roomies... hurt my ankle at the concert- not too badly though...got carried by a big guy...had fun with my ice pack!!- and lost my shoe- but nate found it!
13.worked a lot at hannaford- called in alot too... mwwhahahahhah
14.dinner with my family and i got sick.. then nate got sick, and my mom killed her back
15. saw my shanna girl- and we painted the basement- good times hard work... ugh
16.saw my little cousins who i sometimes call my neice and nephew caz theyre so much younger than me... cute cute
17.me and nate went to jakes- i love that place
18. went boarding with chrissie and aaron at shawnee peak- haha me and aaron survived a near death expereice!
19. another fuckin snowstorm- and chrissie aaron and nathan slept over- had a fight- solved it kinda and made up... cookies in the am then me and mom had a fight and chrissie and I got paint everywhere - still have some paint in my hair
20.dinner with mom ben and jake then shopping- people over after- long talk with david, tears and such and then boarding in the AM at cranmore- awesome day!
21.mom drunk- invited shelly over- whoaaaa... slept at chrissies- fight with nate-:( sad then we went to bed- sore and wicked tired
22. lawyers appointment... sad, sad day- nate and i talked more at his work- went to shannas to vent- she was my bar tender... then dan came- movies... then i slept over shannas- finally talked to Jess
23. breakfast with fam gram and david... then i went out with lauren albert- we got out pic with the easter bunny... and tried opening someone elses car in the snow- so embarrassing!- called out to work- prob gunna be fired.. oh well. and umm did nothing all night long-literally- oh wait me and aaron talked about shit- he yelled at me.. he had to.
24. i went grocery shopping for my mom and visited my aunt cathy finally- i miss her- then it was time to go home.. i mean back here to school... nate came to say bye.
25. since ive been at school and came early i spent all day monday doing homework catching up- and working out a ton at the gym here. i need to get in shape badlyyyy!!!
Most of that stuff was good things- but a lot of shit is going on too. my brother jake is getting fat caz my mom lets him do nothing and eat all the time...my mom threw out her back- hates her job- and drinks excessively now...my gram and mom went at it fighting in front of me- sucks.. and shes moving at the end of this month- ill see her one last time at easter then who knows when... my mom is always stressed (like me).. and ends up calling me selfish and spoiled yelling throwing fits, but then tells me i need to stop thinking of other peoples shit and deal with ME and make ME happy... shes so messed- i think my whole family is though so oh well.. i need to start counseling.. she says it helps and so didnt aaron. I just feel lately like i cant focus on any one thing and need to make some priorities... buts its so hard and i dont like to let people down or not give people the attention they deserve..
Well enough... im gettin stressed thinkin bout it- todays st patty's day and im gunna have a blast- and let loose- goin out to dinner then over to lambda or agr- ... ill write more later.
so im gunna make a list caz so much has happened in a month-
1. animal suit drive- by's CD release party was a hit- def.
2.me and the girls had a hair dying party- wicked awesome- was good to see missy and erika!
3.me and renee drove home in a snow storm- agh
4. had a wicked sad day- but renee cheered me up... ordered out and she made my bed- haha
5. started new study habits- yay its about time!
6.went bowling and it was a little bit crazy... yikes.. had a laugh fit with mandy and the MMA boys! hehe
7.visited chrissie and allison in Boston- took tons of pics so much fun
8.passed a mid- term with a B-.... good thing too, or else id be in some trouble
9.Had a flip out with an ex- psycho fightttt...saw HItch- good movie
10.Spring break time- forgot my ticket to the taste of chaos at school- my god... had to buy a new one!! UGH BIG SNOW STORM PUT MAIL SYSTEM BEHIND... DAMN IT!
11. Had a long talk with nate.... sad.
12.TASTE OF CHAOS- saw lauren!, and met her roomies... hurt my ankle at the concert- not too badly though...got carried by a big guy...had fun with my ice pack!!- and lost my shoe- but nate found it!
13.worked a lot at hannaford- called in alot too... mwwhahahahhah
14.dinner with my family and i got sick.. then nate got sick, and my mom killed her back
15. saw my shanna girl- and we painted the basement- good times hard work... ugh
16.saw my little cousins who i sometimes call my neice and nephew caz theyre so much younger than me... cute cute
17.me and nate went to jakes- i love that place
18. went boarding with chrissie and aaron at shawnee peak- haha me and aaron survived a near death expereice!
19. another fuckin snowstorm- and chrissie aaron and nathan slept over- had a fight- solved it kinda and made up... cookies in the am then me and mom had a fight and chrissie and I got paint everywhere - still have some paint in my hair
20.dinner with mom ben and jake then shopping- people over after- long talk with david, tears and such and then boarding in the AM at cranmore- awesome day!
21.mom drunk- invited shelly over- whoaaaa... slept at chrissies- fight with nate-:( sad then we went to bed- sore and wicked tired
22. lawyers appointment... sad, sad day- nate and i talked more at his work- went to shannas to vent- she was my bar tender... then dan came- movies... then i slept over shannas- finally talked to Jess
23. breakfast with fam gram and david... then i went out with lauren albert- we got out pic with the easter bunny... and tried opening someone elses car in the snow- so embarrassing!- called out to work- prob gunna be fired.. oh well. and umm did nothing all night long-literally- oh wait me and aaron talked about shit- he yelled at me.. he had to.
24. i went grocery shopping for my mom and visited my aunt cathy finally- i miss her- then it was time to go home.. i mean back here to school... nate came to say bye.
25. since ive been at school and came early i spent all day monday doing homework catching up- and working out a ton at the gym here. i need to get in shape badlyyyy!!!
Most of that stuff was good things- but a lot of shit is going on too. my brother jake is getting fat caz my mom lets him do nothing and eat all the time...my mom threw out her back- hates her job- and drinks excessively now...my gram and mom went at it fighting in front of me- sucks.. and shes moving at the end of this month- ill see her one last time at easter then who knows when... my mom is always stressed (like me).. and ends up calling me selfish and spoiled yelling throwing fits, but then tells me i need to stop thinking of other peoples shit and deal with ME and make ME happy... shes so messed- i think my whole family is though so oh well.. i need to start counseling.. she says it helps and so didnt aaron. I just feel lately like i cant focus on any one thing and need to make some priorities... buts its so hard and i dont like to let people down or not give people the attention they deserve..
Well enough... im gettin stressed thinkin bout it- todays st patty's day and im gunna have a blast- and let loose- goin out to dinner then over to lambda or agr- ... ill write more later.