frustrated
* Agh I'm so frustrated right now!- i haven't written in a million years- ive thought about it a lot lately and and its funny that now i am writing and of course complaining!- school pisses me off- almost everything about this place pisses me off right now- especially going to classes and getting up- even though i only have to two times a week- can we say SLACKERRRRR! yes i think that is okay.
* well the only good thing going on right now- would be the fact that Ive made new friends over the course of this semester already! and one of them being a person ive known of for a long time- but never took the opportunity to get to know better- she's so awesome! and we always have a ton of FUN together! The other very good thing is Nate. hes such a sweetie- im so glad we've started talking again, i can talk to him about everything, even my weird thoughts about life- and why i think people do what they do- and act how they act- and what God has to do with any of it- (long talk)- I also LOVE TLTH! and have seen them play twice recently.. they rock my world. hehe- the band is definitely in my top ten - always- they make me laugh and I dont feel like I have to pretend to be something I'm not around them. ever.
* New Found Glory is also making me happy right now too- listening to them makes me feel like nothing can go wrong- i dunno why, but it just gives me a feeling of '' Awe, ok everything will be alright''
* I got to see Lauren and chrissie over the past weekend too and that was SOOO awesome! I miss them- wish they were closer to me- i hate being way up here away from everyone- sucks ass!Plus nobody ever wants to visit, which also sucks.
* I miss cheering- A LOT! i missed a huge competition in bangor in saturday caz i went home and Jess's old team from high school won. She was so excited, and it makes me want to go see my old team compete, but it'd prob make me feel worse about not being involed with cheering now. It was such a huge part of my life for so long- and well i need it back i think. we'lll see what happens over the summer- maybe ill cheer for umaine?!
ok well i will write later -( i cant promise though! haha i suck at keeping these things
updated) - but its nice to be able to write things down once in a while- i didnt write at all last semester because i was so caught up in the whole college experience i guess... which was definitely a weird one. I met an asshole of a guy , got treated like shit in the end , but in exchange got an awesome friend out of the whole thing, to me, shes worth the shit i went through - ''everything happens for a reason.''
* well the only good thing going on right now- would be the fact that Ive made new friends over the course of this semester already! and one of them being a person ive known of for a long time- but never took the opportunity to get to know better- she's so awesome! and we always have a ton of FUN together! The other very good thing is Nate. hes such a sweetie- im so glad we've started talking again, i can talk to him about everything, even my weird thoughts about life- and why i think people do what they do- and act how they act- and what God has to do with any of it- (long talk)- I also LOVE TLTH! and have seen them play twice recently.. they rock my world. hehe- the band is definitely in my top ten - always- they make me laugh and I dont feel like I have to pretend to be something I'm not around them. ever.
* New Found Glory is also making me happy right now too- listening to them makes me feel like nothing can go wrong- i dunno why, but it just gives me a feeling of '' Awe, ok everything will be alright''
* I got to see Lauren and chrissie over the past weekend too and that was SOOO awesome! I miss them- wish they were closer to me- i hate being way up here away from everyone- sucks ass!Plus nobody ever wants to visit, which also sucks.
* I miss cheering- A LOT! i missed a huge competition in bangor in saturday caz i went home and Jess's old team from high school won. She was so excited, and it makes me want to go see my old team compete, but it'd prob make me feel worse about not being involed with cheering now. It was such a huge part of my life for so long- and well i need it back i think. we'lll see what happens over the summer- maybe ill cheer for umaine?!
ok well i will write later -( i cant promise though! haha i suck at keeping these things
updated) - but its nice to be able to write things down once in a while- i didnt write at all last semester because i was so caught up in the whole college experience i guess... which was definitely a weird one. I met an asshole of a guy , got treated like shit in the end , but in exchange got an awesome friend out of the whole thing, to me, shes worth the shit i went through - ''everything happens for a reason.''