so ya uhm
still feeling lost in sorts... have an interview tomarrow i am quite nervous... i hate the door to the room of my apt it slams and opens on its own when its windy, its freakin irratatingbeing sick sucks but its just something you have to deal with i suppose really gotta start working out and drinking less its a problem. tyler mentioned marriage agian ehh i dont know sometimes he scares me with how ready he is to start that chapter of his life, i am not scared for him but more scared that i am moving to slow. but i am what i am and i am very content with my present state... my new hair is hot mmhmm yeah it is! thursday is going to be a fun day i hope i can be somewhat out of it in some sort so i can sing karaoke but i porbably wont be messed up unfortunately but punaho carnival is comming up on saturday im stoked for that! it was alot of fun the last time we went. thats it for now...