I'm kind of responding to kelsey's message (only for the first half)
The virginia tech thing freaked everyone out on campus monday. And it didn't help that there was a mad man running around st. cloud with a 45! haha - everyone started freaking out. I got phone call after phone call. and the rumors just kept changing - it was really annoying yet really hilarious! the first two calls were about the guy with the gun - except he wasn't in St. Cloud, he was "on campus"....then i got about 50 others about three robbers running around campus with guns...ok no.....and the last one was one of our parking lots being blocked off and guys by one of our res halls.....w t f people...honestly..
i'm not gonna lie - i did have a fun time laughin at them!
anywhos...
Lately has been very stressful, and overwhelming. I have so much to do and not enough time to do it. I think i'm geting sick again (still not fully healthy from mono dlkjflskafjesdfa) so i'm goin down the tubes... a g a i n ... fu c k --- it's really fusterating --- i know my schedule is hectic but i need to deal with it for THREE MORREE WEEKKS that's it! GOD LET ME STAY FLIPPIN HEALTHY FOR THESE FINAL WEEKS! that's all i ask for in life...but somehow i feel it's not gonna happen.
I was suppose to work two overnights this weekend but i begged another dispatcher to switch with me. I just need a break of some sort...so hopefully sunday will be a nice relaxer...but you never know...I'll probably be studing for my tests this week or working on my projects...
peh...
I go home next friday - it'll feel nice...to see my family and grandparents. It'll be nice to get away even though i'll still probably be running to see grandparents and all. but i think i'm just gonna draw the line there...
Spring break was the ultimate go home - i saw virtually no one (which is kinda sad - ) but i got to relax... it actually felt like a vacation - not a stress or hastle.. and it was nice because i saw my folks and brother a lot... ---- what i think i miss most is companionship...I REALLY miss having my pooch around - yes she may be big dumb and lazy - but she's a friend...one that isn't stuffed. I can hug her and squeeze her...and she loves me....and sigh.... wish i were rich...and travis would settle for a smaller dog than a siberian husky -- yes they're WONDERFUL dogs and yes i would love to have one...but once we get a house...for right now i just want something small and lovely right, you know...now....
haha - but it won't happen because he's gonna be stuck with it in his apartment - taking care of it and paying for it...when i leave in july it won't be fun...but i suppose i could bring it with me...
naw - i'm not gonna get my hopes up - maybe a lizard or something...
last night it hit me...how soon my first year in college is done...it's gonna be weird moving out of my dorm...that's like my home....and it'll be funky not livin with liz and across from alex...man o man - whah to do with myself! oh well - i'm sure we will all be reunited after next year in an apartment...but you never know!
I registered for classes today - got a buncha aviation ones :DDDDDDDD however the calc. class i wanted that fits into my schedule the best was full - so i gotta beg the professor to let me in...my pre-calc teacher i have now said she'd but a good word in if he's contemplating it. which is really nice.. because then i'll be with travis at a decent time with a good prof.
but anywhos...
work is goin well - it's fun listenin to the people go off campus...and them come back drunk as crap...hahaha it amuses me...
but i'm gonna rumble for now - maybe i'll hit
i'm not gonna lie - i did have a fun time laughin at them!
anywhos...
Lately has been very stressful, and overwhelming. I have so much to do and not enough time to do it. I think i'm geting sick again (still not fully healthy from mono dlkjflskafjesdfa) so i'm goin down the tubes... a g a i n ... fu c k --- it's really fusterating --- i know my schedule is hectic but i need to deal with it for THREE MORREE WEEKKS that's it! GOD LET ME STAY FLIPPIN HEALTHY FOR THESE FINAL WEEKS! that's all i ask for in life...but somehow i feel it's not gonna happen.
I was suppose to work two overnights this weekend but i begged another dispatcher to switch with me. I just need a break of some sort...so hopefully sunday will be a nice relaxer...but you never know...I'll probably be studing for my tests this week or working on my projects...
peh...
I go home next friday - it'll feel nice...to see my family and grandparents. It'll be nice to get away even though i'll still probably be running to see grandparents and all. but i think i'm just gonna draw the line there...
Spring break was the ultimate go home - i saw virtually no one (which is kinda sad - ) but i got to relax... it actually felt like a vacation - not a stress or hastle.. and it was nice because i saw my folks and brother a lot... ---- what i think i miss most is companionship...I REALLY miss having my pooch around - yes she may be big dumb and lazy - but she's a friend...one that isn't stuffed. I can hug her and squeeze her...and she loves me....and sigh.... wish i were rich...and travis would settle for a smaller dog than a siberian husky -- yes they're WONDERFUL dogs and yes i would love to have one...but once we get a house...for right now i just want something small and lovely right, you know...now....
haha - but it won't happen because he's gonna be stuck with it in his apartment - taking care of it and paying for it...when i leave in july it won't be fun...but i suppose i could bring it with me...
naw - i'm not gonna get my hopes up - maybe a lizard or something...
last night it hit me...how soon my first year in college is done...it's gonna be weird moving out of my dorm...that's like my home....and it'll be funky not livin with liz and across from alex...man o man - whah to do with myself! oh well - i'm sure we will all be reunited after next year in an apartment...but you never know!
I registered for classes today - got a buncha aviation ones :DDDDDDDD however the calc. class i wanted that fits into my schedule the best was full - so i gotta beg the professor to let me in...my pre-calc teacher i have now said she'd but a good word in if he's contemplating it. which is really nice.. because then i'll be with travis at a decent time with a good prof.
but anywhos...
work is goin well - it's fun listenin to the people go off campus...and them come back drunk as crap...hahaha it amuses me...
but i'm gonna rumble for now - maybe i'll hit