i just needed to tell some one..

[giggliemoonster]

i had it....

yesterday - i realized i'm not prepared for what's about to come...

i got my first checking account - i was completely fine with it - kind of excited actually - then my mum shoved all this stuff at me and how it's gonna work (i'm gonna have two checking accounts one at associated and one at TCF for reasons i don't want to go into right now) and it's hectic...then my mom goes and tells me about how much i have to pay for loans a month and that i need to pay for any loans they took out...so now i have both my loans and their loans..uggg...i feel so far behind already and college hasn't even started yet!..kdjlfkjdf

and i still donno how i'm gonna pay for flying...those loans aren't under student ones.....stupid country - deserves no love...

::sigh:: i feel too young to do all this...but i'm thinkin it's mainly because it all happened at once...

but now

I think it's ok - it just took a while for everything to soak in - it was a lot of stuff chucked at me all at once...but i'll be fine..i have faith..

i just need target to pull through for me....so i can work my ass off x 50