Dec 18, 2005 19:49
uuum, yeah, havent updated in a while...
but I'm an emotional wreck...so I'm gonna do it now...
I went to christmas with my moms side of the family and everything was going great...
I won $25.00... then when I was about to leave, my mom sat me down to tell me that she had some tests done...she had 7 biopsys... and the doctors think that she might have CANCER!!! I'm so scared right now... I cried the hole way over to Ashleys...Koz didnt care... all he said was.."oh that sucks"...yeah, what a test for him...Im over him for good now!!! I dont know what to do, I cant stop crying... my eyes hurt...I may not always get along with my mom, I may not live with her, but I love her and I miss her...
I dont know what I would do without her...It was a big bomb dropped on me, and Im so scared!!!
anywho...
I also got a new cell fone...
the new number is 586-838-9537
unless you have a nextel and you can twoway me, call me at that number from now on...
I dont kno what I am going to do...
but for now, I'm going out, gotta clear my head!!!
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MMMMMMMMMMMMMMM GGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG !!!!!!!!!!
Ahhhhhhh