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So my life has been a fucked up thing lately.. it's my fault though. The decisions I've been making this passed couple of weeks have been unwise(to say the least.)
Saturday, babe and I go to ALL FOR YOU and I see Sean. We hang out.. get to talking and decide that it would be kool to be more than just friends. At around 4:30am Sean, babe, and I decide its time to leave the party and go have our own party elsewhere. On the way out we see KK and we all go to his friend Ryans house. We spend the day being lazy and sleeping on and off in different parts of the apartment. Jose who was up (semi)early left to go see Dan, who apperantly was freaking out while him and I were at ALL FOR YOU. Before Jose left I asked him to come back with me.. and if he wasnt to call. Sometime during that Sunday we had decided to go to the drum circle in santa monica but that plan was scratched when no one wanted to get up and Jose was MIA. We labeled ourselves as lazy ass ravers and didnt bother planning to go anywhere for the rest of the time. At around 7 or 8 that evening Sean was itching to leave, and since Jose hadn't come back I convinced him to wait a little longer. At around 1:00am Monday morning KK and Ryan passed out in the room so Sean and I went into the living room so we didn't wake them up. We watched a movie and bullshited there on the couch for a few hours and when 4:00am rolled around we were tired and ready to go back to his house. So we got up, got our stuff together, and left. It was a quick bus ride down Santa Monica Blvd. to his house. I was SO happy when we got to Seans house! I was tired as HELL.. I FINALLY got to sleep... Then all of a sudden I wake up, with Sean sitting by my side and his mom accross the room. They are yelling at each other, and for whatever reason they are fighting she begins to tell him how worthless he is! She tells him how she's sorry she signed the custody papers, and how she wants her life back. And how the last 11 months have been nothing but a waste of time. It was all very dramatic.. ANYWAY after his mom sister and niece and nephew left for the day Sean and I got some sleep. And when we woke up we went on a couple of missions, and ran a couple of errands in downtown, then went BACK to KK's and Ryans. We stayed the night there and then around 9:30am Tuesday morning Sean and I went back to his house. We slept and cuddled... thats all there really is to do at his house(other than watching movies.) Tuesday and Wednesday night are kind of a blur all I know is that I was with Sean and I was happy.. Wednesday Sean and I were back at his house and his mom came home from work.. they got in a huge fight and she told us both to leave... We left and were hungry and broke so he and I went to the food line where we met this really chill guy (i cant member his name now! LOL.) Anyway, we met this guy and hung out with him all night long. The guy was homeless and at that point so were we.. So we ended up all kicking it and talking on a sidewalk by a park till we fell asleep. At 7:00am we woke up and ate breakfast and decided to go back to his house to collect the rest of his things. We went back cleaned up and got his stuff together and left. Thursday night we tooled around downtown with a couple of heroin addicts(it's so gross and scary to watch someone slam!) and late Thursday night.. we decided that we couldnt be on the streets! We were pretty foolish to think that we could have.. so we went back to his moms apartment.. we got there around 4:00am Friday morning and decided to wait till his mom got up at 6:30am to go up. We didnt think it would be a good idea to wake her up, so we sat and waited. Well at 7:00am Sean and I were awakened by two LAPD officers. After some talking we were cuffed and taken into a Police Station.. Sean was booked for attempted burglary and I was sent home with my daddy.
Sean was held there over the weekend and let out Tuesday. But he has no way to get a hold of me, no phone number to call me at, nothing. So now I just wait... I havent heard anything from him yet.. and I'm a little worried that I wont be. =o/
Just a waiting game now.
Anyway.. thats what happened after ALL FOR YOU.
Saturday, babe and I go to ALL FOR YOU and I see Sean. We hang out.. get to talking and decide that it would be kool to be more than just friends. At around 4:30am Sean, babe, and I decide its time to leave the party and go have our own party elsewhere. On the way out we see KK and we all go to his friend Ryans house. We spend the day being lazy and sleeping on and off in different parts of the apartment. Jose who was up (semi)early left to go see Dan, who apperantly was freaking out while him and I were at ALL FOR YOU. Before Jose left I asked him to come back with me.. and if he wasnt to call. Sometime during that Sunday we had decided to go to the drum circle in santa monica but that plan was scratched when no one wanted to get up and Jose was MIA. We labeled ourselves as lazy ass ravers and didnt bother planning to go anywhere for the rest of the time. At around 7 or 8 that evening Sean was itching to leave, and since Jose hadn't come back I convinced him to wait a little longer. At around 1:00am Monday morning KK and Ryan passed out in the room so Sean and I went into the living room so we didn't wake them up. We watched a movie and bullshited there on the couch for a few hours and when 4:00am rolled around we were tired and ready to go back to his house. So we got up, got our stuff together, and left. It was a quick bus ride down Santa Monica Blvd. to his house. I was SO happy when we got to Seans house! I was tired as HELL.. I FINALLY got to sleep... Then all of a sudden I wake up, with Sean sitting by my side and his mom accross the room. They are yelling at each other, and for whatever reason they are fighting she begins to tell him how worthless he is! She tells him how she's sorry she signed the custody papers, and how she wants her life back. And how the last 11 months have been nothing but a waste of time. It was all very dramatic.. ANYWAY after his mom sister and niece and nephew left for the day Sean and I got some sleep. And when we woke up we went on a couple of missions, and ran a couple of errands in downtown, then went BACK to KK's and Ryans. We stayed the night there and then around 9:30am Tuesday morning Sean and I went back to his house. We slept and cuddled... thats all there really is to do at his house(other than watching movies.) Tuesday and Wednesday night are kind of a blur all I know is that I was with Sean and I was happy.. Wednesday Sean and I were back at his house and his mom came home from work.. they got in a huge fight and she told us both to leave... We left and were hungry and broke so he and I went to the food line where we met this really chill guy (i cant member his name now! LOL.) Anyway, we met this guy and hung out with him all night long. The guy was homeless and at that point so were we.. So we ended up all kicking it and talking on a sidewalk by a park till we fell asleep. At 7:00am we woke up and ate breakfast and decided to go back to his house to collect the rest of his things. We went back cleaned up and got his stuff together and left. Thursday night we tooled around downtown with a couple of heroin addicts(it's so gross and scary to watch someone slam!) and late Thursday night.. we decided that we couldnt be on the streets! We were pretty foolish to think that we could have.. so we went back to his moms apartment.. we got there around 4:00am Friday morning and decided to wait till his mom got up at 6:30am to go up. We didnt think it would be a good idea to wake her up, so we sat and waited. Well at 7:00am Sean and I were awakened by two LAPD officers. After some talking we were cuffed and taken into a Police Station.. Sean was booked for attempted burglary and I was sent home with my daddy.
Sean was held there over the weekend and let out Tuesday. But he has no way to get a hold of me, no phone number to call me at, nothing. So now I just wait... I havent heard anything from him yet.. and I'm a little worried that I wont be. =o/
Just a waiting game now.
Anyway.. thats what happened after ALL FOR YOU.