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WOW i should really be studying for finals..but one entry can't hurt...
I think in a lot of ways everyone has this fear of being alone. Alone, even though you're surrounded by a million people. Lately, it struck me that i too am one of those people. I think that's the reason why I'm constantly looking for someone to complete me. I'm not looking for a date for the night but for the one. I've always been looking for that one and that's the reason why I don't give people a chance if I immediately find flaws. I don't care much for looks but character flaws are what get to me. I don't know if I LOOK for flaws or whatot but they just seem to draw my attention. I'm not perfect in anyway..so why do I expect anywhere near perfection from someone else? But yeah...being alone will suck. it sucks. hehe. What will be the point of being accomplished, gaining success, having loads of money if you have noone to share life with? and that sharing of life not with some uncaring bastard but with the love of your life... ok ok im only 19..almost..and i need to STOP.
I think in a lot of ways everyone has this fear of being alone. Alone, even though you're surrounded by a million people. Lately, it struck me that i too am one of those people. I think that's the reason why I'm constantly looking for someone to complete me. I'm not looking for a date for the night but for the one. I've always been looking for that one and that's the reason why I don't give people a chance if I immediately find flaws. I don't care much for looks but character flaws are what get to me. I don't know if I LOOK for flaws or whatot but they just seem to draw my attention. I'm not perfect in anyway..so why do I expect anywhere near perfection from someone else? But yeah...being alone will suck. it sucks. hehe. What will be the point of being accomplished, gaining success, having loads of money if you have noone to share life with? and that sharing of life not with some uncaring bastard but with the love of your life... ok ok im only 19..almost..and i need to STOP.